Darkness ( unfinished )

Darkness ( unfinished )
-Omar Rivera

I feel this emptiness, a hollow shell that just fell off.

You understand and set me aside once again.

I am no more important, I rage inside for your devotion as I have for you.

I have withered, you blossom in my demise.

Will you keep on with temptation? Will I succumb?!

I swallow the barrel, the angels push out.

The powder igniting, a wallowing drought.

Adrenaline surging, a call too close to bear forever reminded by a thatched hole.

Depression is winning, for now I have I won.

Am I a weakling, fueled by false hopes? That broken vase with a sunken face?

I step out of the darkness, into your arms; swallowed by shame comforted by blame.

And yet when I stumble you are my ray of light.

Though I walk blindly you ARE by my side.

An when I've lost faith a miracle I witness.

Hold my hand GOD just one more night guide me out of this darkness, or give me shelter to hide.

I get too enveloped to see clear enough,without you I'm nothing and trusting is tough.

My soul is breaking, my body weak soon I will take my judgement loving and just.

Written by Omar Rivera
Posted on 12-12-12